COMING OUT OF YOUR PAST

 COMING OUT OF YOUR PAST 

We all have a story to tell, a past we have lived whether sweet or bitter.....In spite of all yesterday is gone, gone gone forever. We cannot change the past but we can make a difference and change history; shame to fame, bitterness to goodness, despair to hope.
Our past may be filled with things we don't want to forget. There are indelible marks in our bodies and soul, a constant reminder and an accusing horrible haunting voice, a witness encompassing our mind like a canopy covering! Shouting..........you  it did and you know it!!!...........you are guilty

Then love starts to fade away, for self and every one. Seems like every one knows it, wherever you go like one carrying a pregnancy. trying to run yet no where to hide and then deep inside you start singing in self consolation..........crying tears rolling downs cheeks without cheers.........singing..

Can no one see this smile I'm faking,
See how, inside, I'm constantly shaking?
These people all claim they know me well,
Yet no one can see through my crumbling shell?

"I'm fine", I whisper, my sadness unknown,
They leave me to deal with this anguish alone.
I've hidden behind this wall most of my life,
I've managed so far, I've dealt with my strife.

Watching as, slowly, my blood leaks away,
It helps to keep life's true horrors at bay.
I pull down my sleeve to cover my hurt,
For approaching footsteps, I'm on the alert.

I guess my pretense is just all too real,
No one has to know of the pain that I feel.
The real me inside, where no one can see,
I can fool everyone else, why can't I fool me?

^{PROVERBS 8: 30}

³⁶ But he who misses me or sins against me [WISDOM] wrongs and injures himself; all who hate me love and court death.

Need to accept it happened and the morning period is over. Look up! wash your face and apply lotion. Look yourself at the mirror rebuild yourself. remember GOD who holds your life in the palm of his hands. Forgive yourself and all others, then look up to GOD for forgiveness. Let the peace of GOD that surpasses all understanding preserve and keep you ..........You are a WINNER. Seek GOD and live

 

Mercedes classical example and of its evolution. stagnation hinders growth.

 

 

                                                          2013 model
Lessons

1.  Remember God, He watches over us even when the worst happens; by his mercies we are not consumed. HIS IS FOREVER FAITHFUL.
2. We need to look to the better part of our experience even when it hurt most
3. We make or break ourselves by the poor choices we make; choices have consequences.
4. One cannot become a hero by riding in the storm; our past is the most severe storm we can sink into.
5. Our doubts are our traitors, they make us loose the gain which we might often win by fearing to attempt.
6. Stars shine brighter in the dark; don't be blindfolded by events, there's a reason you are alive.

 The solar eclipse for a brief moment blocks the suns light....
but the sun is still shining!!!

'm Hiding- Deep Inside

© Rachel Zalakos

Can no one see this smile I'm faking,
See how, inside, I'm constantly shaking?
These people all claim they know me well,
Yet no one can see through my crumbling shell?

"I'm fine", I whisper, my sadness unknown,
They leave me to deal with this anguish alone.
I've hidden behind this wall most of my life,
I've managed so far, I've dealt with my strife.

Watching as, slowly, my blood leaks away,
It helps to keep life's true horrors at bay.
I pull down my sleeve to cover my hurt,
For approaching footsteps, I'm on the alert.

I guess my pretense is just all too real,
No one has to know of the pain that I feel.
The real me inside, where no one can see,
I can fool everyone else, why can't I fool me?

Read more at http://www.bestteenpoems.com/poem/im-hiding-deep-inside#mpkii3aSFeg826jJ.99

'm Hiding- Deep Inside

© Rachel Zalakos

Can no one see this smile I'm faking,
See how, inside, I'm constantly shaking?
These people all claim they know me well,
Yet no one can see through my crumbling shell?

"I'm fine", I whisper, my sadness unknown,
They leave me to deal with this anguish alone.
I've hidden behind this wall most of my life,
I've managed so far, I've dealt with my strife.

Watching as, slowly, my blood leaks away,
It helps to keep life's true horrors at bay.
I pull down my sleeve to cover my hurt,
For approaching footsteps, I'm on the alert.

I guess my pretense is just all too real,
No one has to know of the pain that I feel.
The real me inside, where no one can see,
I can fool everyone else, why can't I fool me?

Read more at http://www.bestteenpoems.com/poem/im-hiding-deep-inside#mpkii3aSFeg826jJ.99